this past week...

I have been making lots of progress towards becoming more organized (or at least neater). I am reading Marilyn Paul's book It's Hard to Make a Difference When You Can't Find Your Keys. And I am working on being more aware of my feelings-which means my 'bad feelings' . Hell, who avoids there 'good feelings'-- its the 'bad feelings' (feelings of fear, helplessness, anger, contempt, loss...) that I try to avoid by eating and other compulsive behaviors.
I have realized once again that I am so sensitive to Loss. Even small losses, like a ink pen, a pr of socks, r e a l l y gives me a sense of loss. And so I am working to experience it and not just skim over it.